I like that word, I just made it myself.
Do you ever feel like you just want to die and that you know that no one will miss you? Do you ever have that chance, to just end it all?
But then you think about what there is in life worth living for...
The love of your life...
The family that matters to you...
All that you have accomplished...
The things that you want to accomplish...
Your bucket list.
Things like this run through my head every time I think suicidal thoughts...
John...
Gramma and Gramma2 and mom and all....
My degree at only 19...
I want to be successful...
Get married, have a life... RETIREMENT!
Question is...
What will it take to accomplish this before my time runs out?
So many things are negative moreover than they are positive...
Drama...
Depression...
Stress...
Obstacles...
Making a living...
Creating a reputation...
Moving forward...
Bills...
So many things that bring you down in an instant...
But it is also just as easy to give up...
Quit breathing...
Let go...
Careless...
Not give a damn about the world...
or the people around you...
Whereas the good things have combacks.
Money... You work for...
Friends... You have to get to know...
Reputation... You have to gain...
Knowledge... We live for every day...
Significant Other... We only hope that they feel the same way that we do and that they will love us forever...
Pets... We want them to be happy, but sometimes they piss us off....
Laughing... Same as wasting your breath...
Life.... We will all die someday...
So the question of the day is...
What is it that you fight for in your life to stay alive?
Love, my friends, and being successful are what I strive for above all else. My main goal in life is to be better than my mother and father ever were...to make something of myself and be able to support myself with just enough and have enough left over for whatever in the future.
ReplyDeleteTifA, always keep your head up. You will be successful. You have the determination and drive that will lead you into being so. Just believe in yourself.