Dreams

Don't we all think of the things we want and the things that we cannot have?
Sometimes in my subconscious, I see two women, it looks like they're in a kitchen, laughing and having a good time. Then the two each pick up a child that seems no older than 2 years old. One of the children seems to be a boy, with big blue eyes and blonde hair. The other seems to be a girl with curly red hair and gorgeous green eyes. The children seem to be best friends, along with the woman that seems to be so as well.... But I wonder, where are the males in this photo? Are they there, in the picture, or were they never there to begin with?

Today was a failure. Went to school, and didn't really do anything, just sat around at the gazebos like normal. I thought I was going to get my laptop today, but it turns out that the guy that wrote out the forms for me to get it... Had to go up to Macon and sign the release forms... So, I went up there for absolutely nothing, and not to mention, I felt horrible cause we took my friends, Mikes' car. It sucked, then I came home and worked on homework like I do every day. Nothing new for me. Kids wanted food so I made pizza, fries, egg sammiches, and hot pockets. That's a lot for 4 kids that don't want to eat the same thing. But they all got fed, so all's good.
John stopped by after he got off work long enough to smoke a cig and tell me how his day at work went. I didn't really get to talk to him all that much cause I was cooking dinner, so I really only got to see him long enough to say "Hey, I love you, sleep well, drive home careful, and text me later."
Then got on the computer to do some stuff and thought I might as well update while I'm at it.

Dreams are not boundaries, they're portals.