For every good(yin), there is a bad(yang).

So last week was terrible. Utterly horrible. Sometimes I envy those people who have everything given to, but at the same time, I'm happy that I know the value of things that those people wouldn't.
Last week, my car broke. My laptop was failing as well. I had no money. I was getting slightly depressed about some things. I was worried sick about my best friend. School was a bother, but it always is.No sleep, and when I did, I woke up with headaches. Small things John did were getting on my nerves, but it was because I was already irritable.
This week. I got a new car. A new laptop. Hair extensions. A little bit of cash on me. Slept good for one night, but still waking up like every half hour.
It may be just my period coming, but I've been getting more irritated lately. I was on Facebook, and I noticed one of Scott's statuses and it was about Ant, and I just got pissed off cause he was accusing me of things that weren't true, and he blamed the breakup with me and him on me cause Scott was hurting and all. I understand the hurt cause I went through it too, but my feelings don't matter to him and I told him off for that, and he was all blah blah 90000 sentences long reply, and said "go ahead and talk about me to your friends, I don't care," but what was going through my head was, "What the hell do I have to tell my friends about you other than your a pathetic excuse of a human right now, like you're really worth talking about?!"
I was pissed. but it happens. Its life.
So today was a little bit better with the exception of stated above. Went to school, and had to dress up because I had to present my speech, I felt a little better knowing that I was the only one who said the speech without reading off something. About 89% of the class read strait off their paper or index card. I was proud xD, then I went home and called my supervisor about the laptop again, and he just got back into town so I met up with him at the computer store and got this laptop right then and there. That was a plus as well.
Hung out with Scott for about 3 hours today, it was alright. Went to his house for a few, then went to Wally World to look at something, then went to Starbucks, then dropped him off at his work so I could be home for when John got off work.
Came home and checked the mail, and the ring I ordered for me with stars on it for my thumb came in and the one I got for John with dragons on it came in as well, I was happy. he's still wondering how much I paid for them. He thinks because they're surgical stainless steel that I paid like $15, but I'll let him keep thinking that. Thing is, I got them overseas.... hehe. My phone charm came in as well. Which is another good thing.
I'm constantly worrying about Kayla, and she knows this. I want to be there for her as much as I can. It is what best friends do for each other. She means more to me than my own boyfriend does. But theres always a different type of love and friendship that the other cannot breach.
So here my update. I'll try and do this more often, if not everyday, then every other day if I had something to say about it.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but dammit, make it fast.