Weimeriner, odd.

So its been a while since I've updated. A lots has been going on. We went to the shooting range and shot the shotguns, we also went to Red Lobsters and got the Endless Shrimp, which I could only eat like 3 plates before I was pooped. We also got a new puppy named Lady Bird, she's a Weimeriner. She's so cute. John's putting a lot of his time for the dog, which at first bothered me, but as the minutes go by, I remembered what it was like to train the dogs that I have, and they need constant attention so that later on, they know how their master is. Its good to see him with the dog, and in a way, I get my own time and still be around him.
His mom's back in town for three weeks, which is pleasant, I should say. They also said that I could move in, and it was my choice and they wouldn't mind having me around because they know me. I've lived here before and they know what I'm capable of. Also that I treat John right. Its a really hard decision for me because of the pros and cons.
I love living with Heather, but I have to clean, take care of the kids, and the small stuff I do pisses the kids off sometime. But I also give Heather money when I have the chance and run errand for her and pick the kids up from school sometimes when needed. I'm like Mom2 there.
Here at Johns, of course I'll have to clean, but I have a lot more freedom. They call me an adult here, I don't have to report to anyone whether or not I'm going to be home tonight, and I get to see John more, but I have to deal with his sister.
Its all just messing with my head, I don't know what to do. Kayla, I know how you feel now, and I want your honest opinion because you're the only one I can really talk to about it.
Heather said it's my choice.
John said it's my choice and of course he wants me to move in.
Me:.............................&^%$#&^%$#$%^&
End of Story